I don't what to say today, just wanted to say something. I started out ok with not testing, but seems like it's all I thought about today. And the obsessing of symptoms or the lack of them started today. I don't want a torturous 2ww. I want peace, and calm. I want to leisurely saunter into the Dr.'s office on Feb. 12, sit down for the bloodwork, and not have my heart race when I hear the phone ring with the results. I didn't want to test for myself before I went, but I guess I will the day before or the day of, just to prepare myself.
God, please give me peace and strength. In Jesus' Name.
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